Friday, February 27, 2009

Poetry and Blogs - There is an invisible world of emotions written in Love poems, hidden through-out time and place. The site Poetry.com has as it Love poem of the day, ther choice for the 28th feb was one of the greatest written by William Shakespeare. These are not as invisible as poems written by individuals like my self or an e-mail friend who express her heart felt lost. First, my own effots at poetry when I wrote a good bye to a samoian friend,
Although it appears we had a love between us we were telephoning only and had feelings...??; and we felt we were just "very dear friend" So from Samoa to a princess named Lovey or To 'oa in her language...
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Fa'afetai... sa tofa To'oa
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Writing to no-one because its my heart speaking,
A letter never to be send, filled with thoughts seeking.
You have been lovey, a part of my life in so many ways
And you I will love forever, and know the lost every day
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As we walked that sandy beach of friendship and knowing,
Leaving our love's footprints in the sand for a breeze blowing.
I saw the sun rise and cross the sky and our signs were there
until the waves slowly washed away any hurt of love of yere.

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As the sea crosses those sands and others walk those paths
I will know only my memories of, it was us that walked there last.
For I shall not see that distance shore and sands again
because the love gained and lost, is now a hope on a wind.

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The last words spoken were in your language of culture and way
tolafa alofa.. without reply..
i must leave a fa'afetai... tofa to'oa goodbye
As memories of a kind loving soul which passed and touched my 'ulafades
like wave removed footprints in the sand of Tafua

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John Summer 2008

Next Linda writes on a site Posted: 10/11/2008 She writes of her pain when everything has fallen apart and her love has left.




The Fruit of Agony Linda Nilsson-Hall


In the days that I have loved you
And you in love with me
I smiled for you,I bent for you
For your heart I could then see
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We made some fun together
In all the things we done,
We shared our bed, excreta
Our hearts shone like the sun
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My whole life was so protected
In the love I had for you
From all the pain that is in the world
Just knowing that, you loved me too
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Things were good and we were fine
No matter where we went
Though, the more you spent your time online
I was losing my content
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I knew that I would lose you
As you developed a new desire
It felt just like you took my heart
And threw it in a fire
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I’ve since then tried to reason
Any neglect that I have done
Yes, I see that I’m not perfect
So, you found another One
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I pleaded for your mercy
If I did you any wrong
Thou’ you decided you would leave me
Said; with me, you don’t belong
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I groaned as you released me
And in my heart…I died
The agony of letting go
I cried, I cried, I cried
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Since that day, I decided
To pick up all my tears
They transformed into diamonds
Of, memories in all our years
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Now, I have forgiven you
And set you free from me,
The fruit of all that agony
Your true heart, now I see
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Now, years seem like a moment
That we had and that is fine
Thank you for the time we shared
With you the sun did shine
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Now, my days are cloudy,
But, I’m not losing hope
There is still a pulse within me
Though in my heart, I grope.

Oct. 09/08

Saturday, February 14, 2009



Wireless Internet - Here in the town of Moncton, N.B. the downtown is now reconized as a free wireless area. Sit on any park bench or live close enough and you will find the internet at your door.
But what happens when you are outside of this downtown area. This is an invisible world, as when I was living in the old apartment I could see about 4 wireless sites.. Three with security access established and one open. Now I have moved across town and there is about 12 secure wireless coming up on my D-LINK window. The only one which is free is a DEFAULT and it is so over used (by everyone around) that it seems to be never working..
What is invisible is the fact that someone who had direct dial internet service has changed to a Wireless routier thinking they would get more better reception and especially be able to use the new portable. However, in not setting up the connection with security access codes; anyone can access and does... There more slow for them
What about, us who do not pay wireless and decide to use this free wireless.. Yes, we can go with the portable down town to the free wireless area... but there is an imaging invisible world..
Because so many, like myself are not paying for the internet and using an open wireless. When the reception is bad, they do as I did on Friday.. Call the local ISP to see about getting a line installed. Now they have a wireless connection... and not set up with security so I now have a new very good response wireless connection. How long it will last before all the others that were there before redefine their DEFAULT setting..
To the individual who just installed the new connection.. I say thank you and then go back to using it. (oh by the way.. this blog is being done on the free computer net service at the local library