Although it appears we had a love between us we were telephoning only and had feelings...??; and we felt we were just "very dear friend" So from Samoa to a princess named Lovey or To 'oa in her language...
.
Fa'afetai... sa tofa To'oa
.
Writing to no-one because its my heart speaking,
A letter never to be send, filled with thoughts seeking.
You have been lovey, a part of my life in so many ways
And you I will love forever, and know the lost every day
.
As we walked that sandy beach of friendship and knowing,
Leaving our love's footprints in the sand for a breeze blowing.
I saw the sun rise and cross the sky and our signs were there
until the waves slowly washed away any hurt of love of yere.
.
As the sea crosses those sands and others walk those paths
I will know only my memories of, it was us that walked there last.
For I shall not see that distance shore and sands again
because the love gained and lost, is now a hope on a wind.
.
The last words spoken were in your language of culture and way
tolafa alofa.. without reply..
i must leave a fa'afetai... tofa to'oa goodbye
As memories of a kind loving soul which passed and touched my 'ulafades
like wave removed footprints in the sand of Tafua
.
John Summer 2008
Next Linda writes on a site Posted: 10/11/2008 She writes of her pain when everything has fallen apart and her love has left.
The Fruit of Agony Linda Nilsson-Hall
In the days that I have loved you
And you in love with me
I smiled for you,I bent for you
For your heart I could then see
.
We made some fun together
In all the things we done,
We shared our bed, excreta
Our hearts shone like the sun
.
My whole life was so protected
In the love I had for you
From all the pain that is in the world
Just knowing that, you loved me too
.
Things were good and we were fine
No matter where we went
Though, the more you spent your time online
I was losing my content
.
I knew that I would lose you
As you developed a new desire
It felt just like you took my heart
And threw it in a fire
.
I’ve since then tried to reason
Any neglect that I have done
Yes, I see that I’m not perfect
So, you found another One
.
I pleaded for your mercy
If I did you any wrong
Thou’ you decided you would leave me
Said; with me, you don’t belong
.
I groaned as you released me
And in my heart…I died
The agony of letting go
I cried, I cried, I cried
.
Since that day, I decided
To pick up all my tears
They transformed into diamonds
Of, memories in all our years
.
Now, I have forgiven you
And set you free from me,
The fruit of all that agony
Your true heart, now I see
.
Now, years seem like a moment
That we had and that is fine
Thank you for the time we shared
With you the sun did shine
.
Now, my days are cloudy,
But, I’m not losing hope
There is still a pulse within me
Though in my heart, I grope.
Oct. 09/08
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